December 12, 2009

AM I BIG ENOUGH??

skang aku kat jb kat umah mak uda akuikut abg aku berjalan kat ke jb.haha punyala penat walaupun bukan aku yg drive keter hahhah yela 9 jam kut kalo dari perak hahha.papepun mmg agak lama laaq x bersuara diruang ini yela exam spm la katakan mmg xda masa aku nak wat sume menda nie.dok ngadap buku jela.haha apepun bab kedua dalam hidup aku dah abes.skrg bukak bab baru.meniti alam penuh cabaran.mungkin peh nie dh x jumpa kawan2 kat sekolah kn tp dpt knal korang mmg benda yg terbek dalam hidup aku sebagai seorang manusia dalam dunia ini.bak kata ustaz rituh sebelum exam.kamu hargailah masa ini dgn kawan2 sebab peh nie dh x jumpa dh.hahah bebalik pada tajuk utama aku still tertanya tanya adakah aku nie sudah besar atau masih lagi seorang anak mak??mampukah aku melangkah ke alam dewasa seperti along dan kak nyah??masih tiada noktah untuk kata-kata itu??aku masih mencari hala tuju selepas ini.hala tujukedunia yg mmg asing bg aku??bak kata mak forest gum dlm movie foerest gum tuh la life was like a box a chocolate.u can see it but u dont know what inside it??aku maybe tahu ape tuh campus life tp xtaw pe sebenarnya kat sana.mampukah akuy buat kawan baru??masih tanda tanya disitu.hanya masa yg menentukan.aku cuba gaknk contact kawan sekolah rendah aku.so far ada la sorang dua yg keep in touch ngan aku lg.hope yg lain still ingat aku lg.yela time sekolah rendah aku bukan la hensem mana pn.hahaha papepn childhood memory still da best.hahha harap smpi mati la aku ingat korang yer..member2 saekolah menengah plak korang la yg mencorakkn hidup aku.dr seorg yg agak nerd jd org yg oke la poyo sket la tp x apa la.korangmmg besh hahha.rindu nak mandi sama2 ngan krang peh time pj.hahaha.berbalik padapersoalan yg ami big enough tuh la kan aku asa dr segi fizikal mmg aku dh ready dh tpmental la.haha.aku nie susah kne pressure siket.tp xpa kt semua tgk la nanti yer.sekian sahaja.


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October 27, 2009

THE CONFESSION

semasa hari budak2 pmr dh habes exam la kan.aku dpt la panggln dr kwn aku.dia ckp jum lepak mcd.bdk yg kaw ske tu puna da kat sana.rinie kaw kne confess kat dia taw yg ske dia.soaku pun cpat la mandi coz dia ckp start kui 3.aku pn g la.smpi je sana sorang pn xda.aku pn duduk la mengeluarkn buku yela nk spm la katakn.then bce2 bku wat latihan siket dtg la beberapa org manusia yg mmg aku xknai..dorang smbg mcm menda besar je.hakim makhamah syariah kut??aku pn masuk dlm sbb xnk psg tlinga hahha.masuk dlm ada la bdk2 sekolah nieyhh tgh mkn.aku pn kaco la bdk2 uhh smbl study..hha coz boring kwn2 aku x smpi lg.then tgh kaco2 uhh aku terpandg mahirah.haha peh uhh aku pn tkr la tmpt kat tmpt lg 1 tgguu kwn2 yg len.dlm 5 minit tgu smi la kwn2 aku yg len.peh uhh bdk yg aku ske tuh duduk sebelah aku.aku pn mcm hepi bagai.peh uhh dh lepak dlm stengah jam kwn aku suruh aku confess kat bdk uhh.aku pn xnk la.xkn skrg kut??yela knai pn bru je kn dh nk confess plak kut??aku n xnk la gak kan tp confess jela.mle aku amik air yg aku bli td then minum.aku x taw mcm mana nak mula then letak je air tuh aku start ckp kat budak uhh.weh aku ada menda nak ckp ne.tp kaw jgn marah taw.then dia ckp pe benda.then aku amek blik air td tp aku teramek air org laen haha.peh uh aku letak air uhh then ckp aku ske kaw kat budak uhh.lepas tuh dlm lebey 50 saat kut??aku n dia diam je x brkate pape.haha peh th dia bersuara dia ckpaku x perlukan jwpn kn??aku just angguk jela haha.then kwn2 aku dtg then ktrg smbg2.haha peh uhh aku mintak la no tepon budak yg aku ske uhh.dia x bg.kerek towl kaw yer haha.o abes la criter

ps:now aku n dia dh rapat dh ktrg pn slalu smbg dh skarang haha.thnzz to kwn2 yg suruh aku confess gk haha.korang mmg besh la.to my siput ur the best things that i has rite now haha.gedik towl aku nie hahah

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October 20, 2009

TERBEK

dear farah,

u alwaiz be the best in my life,

i wont forget u forever and ever,

sorry coz i always make u feels like suck,
sorry coz i never be the best for u,
sorry coz i never make u happy,
sorry coz i broke ur heart,

sorry coz i like her more then u,
sorry coz i always couse u alot of trouble,
sorry coz i always and always never be the best for u,
sorry.



im writing here not just to say sorry,



but i also want to thnz to u for,
all the thing u has done to me,
all the word that come out from ur mouth that make me wake up once again,
all the thing that u has shared to me,
all the mesage that u has text me,
all the thing that we has do together,
all the tips that u give to tackle her,
all the things that make me feel better thnzz alot.





although we has been seperated by time,
or seperated by a giant rock,
maybe i will be far from u,
or maybe u will forgetting me,
i want u to know that i alwaiz be with u,
no matter what will happen,
u alwaiz been my best buddy.
thzzz and sorry for everythng,
i will remmeber u till the ends of life.



ps:this post di post hanya untuk menjernihkan keaadaan ye.
sumtimes apa yg kita nk mmg x dpt kn??
so bersedialah ubtuk menghadapi apa apa kemungkinan.
hidup mesti diteruskan.
kita mesti trus bejalan.
jauh dekat bkn persoaalan.
kerna kita sendiri taw apa yg terberk dn terbek untuk kita

October 16, 2009

WHENYOURMINDSMADEUP

So, if you ever want something
and you call, call
then ill come running
to fight, and ill be at your door
when theres nothing worth running for,

when your minds made up
when your minds made up
theres no point trying to change it
when your minds made up
when your minds made up
theres no point trying to stop it

you see, youre just like everyone
when the sheet falls all you want to do is run, away
and hide all by yourself
when youre far from me, theres nothing else

when your minds made up
when your minds made up
theres no point trying to change it
when your minds made up
when your minds made up
theres no point even talking
when your minds made up
when your minds made up
theres no point trying to fight it

so, if you ever want something
and you call, call
then ill come running

FALLINGSLOWLY

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along