December 19, 2010

sparkleofmylife

merengek dalam samar samar malap malam yang kelam
hati gelisah rasa gundah.
mahu bergembira datang pula duka
tak tahu di luah pada siapa?
apa nak di cakap dan bagaimana?
takut salah cakap
lagila sengsara
lebih baik berterus terang sebelum rasa perkara seterusnya.

well lately nie aku rasa mcm suka ja nak bermonolog dalaman ni.rasa macam best la pulak keluarkan metafora-metafora ayat-ayat macam jiwang ni.haha.

sebut  pasal jiwang ni macam mana kita gambarkan seseorang tu jiwang??adakah dengan layan lagu zaman dulu-dulu alaa lagu zaman tangkap lentok tuh dah di panggil jiwang??atau orang seni a.k.a sasterawan negara kita yang ayatnya penuh dengan madah berhelah adalah orang  jiwang??entahlah aku pun tak tahu macam mana nak describe orang ni.sebab mak aku kata lain orang lain ragam.

bila dah jauh berjalan.kaki melangkah.barulah aku perasan semua ni.
dh macam-macam orang dah aku jumpa.itu termasuklah warga asing yang berkerja memajukan negara kita ini ya.haha.dalam banyak-banyak orang tu kawan-kawan aku jugaklah yang paling sempurna di mata aku.
walaupun mereka banyak cacat celanya
banyak compang campingnya
banyak senget tegaknya
banyak serabut serabainya.
tapi
tapi
tapi
anda semua tetap terbaik di kaca mata diriku
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ini adalah antara wajah-wajah manusia yang hampir sempurna yang aku jumpa.actually banyak lagi tapi tak jumpa muka-muka diorang.so tapela.heee

ps:sejauh mana kita berjalan sebanyak mana orang yang kita jumpa kita jangan la lupa pada asal usul kita ya?dimana tapak asal kita bergerak dan dengan siapa asal kita berada?hee sayang mak ngan ayah dan adik beradik.



December 18, 2010

ANEWJOURNEYTOBEGINWITH

melihat awan hitam yang berjalan.
mendengar guruh yang bernyanyi.
menyaksikan hujan yang berlari tanpa henti.
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titik noktah.kenpa perlu banyak titik noktah?hidup ini hanya ada satu titik noktah.jadi kejarlah apa yang kau mahukan sampai kamu berjumpa titik noktah dalam hidup kamu.tak perlu takut pada noktah kerana kita memang tahu selepasnya noktah akan ada permulaan baru.dunia baru.terpulang pada kita mengorak langkah membuka dimensi baru itu.





ps:lepas post yang pasal rokok tuh aku baru sedar yang aku sebenarnya dikelilingi oleh perokok-perokok upanya hahha.oke bak kata ayat aku dalam fb let start the day with a BIG  smile so jum ramai-ramai senyum pagi ni yeayyy

November 10, 2010

MEROKOKMANAADAGAYA

why u wasting tour young life with those stuff??i really wanted to talk like that to the boys that i met just now.he was 8 years old i think and he was SMOKING.yeasss he was SMOKING.when i see him he just let the smoke out of his mouth and making faces to me.and i was like WTH.luckily i was with my mum and luckily he was not my brother or what so ever.

i dont understand,government had spend A LOT i state it again A LOT regarding this things,campaign here campaign there but then its still happen.the trend of smoking among the teenagers.i cant explain this things.you also cant explain this things.whatever it is it was the right of the person itself to become smoker or not.as for me i am really not into those things.yeass my father smoker,but it does not mean that i will follow his step.besides my mum always state that she gives me a hundred percent freedom.but i must obey the 3 laws.
DONT TAKE DRUGS.
DONT DO SOMETHINGS THAT WILL HURT YOUR PARENTS.
DONT SMOKE.DONT SMOKE.DONT SMOKE.
i just obe the three rules and i had the freedom.its easy right.hee

so to all the smoker out there im not said that what u did was wrong but i think u should think it again.why must all of you waste the money with that thing??to all the reader who want to started i think all of you should forget it.it does not give u any benefiits at all.besides it will cause the other problem.and for myself i think i should not involve with this things.dont be like cakap tak serupa bikin ye hammad.heee



ps:really want to meet that boys and said the effect of smoking.why he waste his young life for that thing??haishh hopefully it not happen to my family ya.sooo everyone say no to smoking.MEROKO?MANA ADA GAYA hee :)


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FRIENDS

new friends vs the oldies.well actually this things shouldnt be write here.because new friends or the old ones they still my friends.but on top of that there are sort off my friends that totally change.i mean not by their physical state.but then their attitude,their dress up,and the way they talked also change.idk why they turn like that.maybe influnce  by the others??

whatever it is they still my friends.i cant ignore them when they change.besides that was their right to become like that.so as a good friends i should accept all the changes and act like we used to be.hee.but if there is a changes that we dont like we can say those thing to them.at least they know.we shouldnt talk that things behind them because that thing was not cool and good at all.

talking about a friends i do miss the time we are together.i really need you all.my fellow friends
.all of you has make me smiling when the sorrow coming.
all of u has make me breathing when the good time leaving.
all of u make my day become easier.
make my time become more precious.
make my writing become better.
make my world become larger.
make my dream becomes reality.
make my hopes becomes higher and make urge to achieve that.thankss to all of u :)



ps:whatever we call u are kawan,friends,buddy,sahabat but u all still the one.the person that i can count on the person taht i can rely on the person that i can trust.ily,imy,i need all of you all the time.thanks coz all of u always reminds me on myself.thanks coz all of u had show me what the meaning of friends thanks coz all of u has becomng my true friends.
thanks
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November 8, 2010

PASTVSPRESENTVSFUTUREWHOWINS??

past vs present.well this few things happen to me when im back from matriks.its just i do really miss the things that has past but i know i should face the reality that always haunt me everytime i wake up from my past dream.whatever it is imy my past but i do love u my present
this is a few things that happen in  past and present


before this i always wake up in the noon but now before 7 am.
before this my mum was the one who do my laundry.but now i do it on my own.
before this my dad was like the tiger in my family but now he was a good friends of me.
before this my mum always hug and kiss me but now my turn to hug and kiss her.
before this when i want to cross the road my mum used to hold my hand and crossed the road with her.but now it was my turn to hold my mum hands and wallking with her to the places that she wants to.
before this i am closed to my siblings.but now we are even more closer to one another with the new members of the family.
before this i just have a friends from my school and the area of my house.but now i had a friends from different places around malaysia.
before this my point of view of life was too narrow and shallow.but now i already open my heart and my mind to it.before this i am noboby.but now i somebody.and in the future i am always be the new hammaddali.


ps:whatever it is past present or future i am still happy and proud of myself.i am proud to be the son of mohd dali and saniah shahidun.i am proud to be the grandchildrens of shahidun and rabaah,lat and chik.i am proud to be ur friends,i am proud to be ur followers,i am proud to be your stalker,i am proud to follow u.i am proud when u read my crapping stuff.on top of this i am proud of myself.that the most important one.thanks everyone coz all of u has shape me to become what i am today heee thanks.




PPOOTTSSLLUUFF

November 6, 2010

whyiamsilent this couple of weeks.

list of the things why i am not update this blog for a weeks.satu.
study weeks.
my ****** was stolen because of the others faults.
dont have time to update blog.
busy studying.
a lot of things happen last weeks.
dont know which story need to write in here??
afraid of us.
thinking too much.
talking too much.
sleep too much.
eat too much.

whatever it is i'll make sure a i spend this two weels updating my blog.heee. :D

October 20, 2010

SHEOUTOFMYLEAGUE









what should i do to win her heart??
she totally outta my league
she wear skinny
while i just wearing a track bottom.
she look damn pretty in her dress.
while i still looking something to match with my shirt.
she walk like a supermodel but i walk like a geeks from mars.
she play a volleyball but i??i really dont know how to kick a ball.
she has a lot of fan but i??i dont even have a friends.
she always be an attention in the class.
but i i never got a chance to ask a questions in the class.
but actually.
i do like her.
not because she's hot.
or prettier than other gurl?
it is because she just different.
she not like what the others thinks??
people may said that she kind off "kerek" gurl.
but for me she was too humble.
but when should i express this things to her??
i want to but i cant.
i cant face her right now.
i cant because i dont have the guts.
i cant because when i faced u i will started to run away from u.
perhaps u will know how do i feel towards u.
perhaps in the future i will said ILY to u.
perhaps in the future u will said ILYT to me.heee :D

im dead if she's know that i put this pic in my blog.sorry btw

                                                   shes just dont stop make me belive in what i do.thankss dear.i owe u alot heee

ps:life to short.so dont stop dreaming.just do what ever u thinks was right.dont stop beliveing my pals.hee

October 19, 2010

PERTANDINGANMENCARIJODOHDIKALANGANJEJAKAMH1P1

tekan keyboard.then tekan kekunci.then dah setengah ayat tulis tekan backspace.idea datang time aku kat kelas.aku kat toilet.macam mana la aku nak ingat apa benda yang aku nak tulis??heee oke minggu depan us tapi bebudak block b1 nie sume macam tadak apa nak buat je.aku masuk bilik ni tengok movie masuk bilik ni maen pes masuk bilik nie duk lepak.haishhh apa nak jadi kat bebudak ni entah la.aku tawla mereka mereka nie agak pandai.hahaha

oke kawan ada prob.dia rindu mak dia.aku??rindu mak tak??ermmmm ada masalah la.aku rindu mak aku.tapi kalo aku cakap mati aku.haha.confirm family aku dah tak caya kat aku.
oke deadline untuk cabaran aku dengan yus and ab sudeh hampir tamat.next week kalo aku tade awek gak aku kenala buat apa yang dorang suruh.OLEH ITU SESAPA YANG BERMINAT CAKAP CEPAT.ANGKAT KAKI.TAYANG BULU KAKI ANDA.TAPI YANG ADA BULU KAKI AKU REJEK HAHAHA.tedela joke joke.tapi yang pasal cabaran tuh seriusly aku tadak calon lg doe.haisshhh yus dah ada FH.ab dah ada ZEFF.AKU plak??haishhh tape tape banyak lg masa.alaaa dalam seminggu macam-macam lei jadi kan heee.sooo no need to worry kan hammad kan.tapi aku rasa aku akan kalah sebab aku mana la nak ada calon yang sesuai untuk aku.yang aku nak semua dah ada.kalo yang ada tu pun kan macam mustahil je haha.oke until then see yaa




ps:budak diatas sangat comel haha gambar diambil semasa dia f4.hahah aku ske dia.tapi dia hanyalah kawan aku heee.kalo ada jodoh jadilah kami ye.hahah opsss yus suda marah hahah soriii dude aku curi gambar mummy kaw hahah.btw thnkss u sebab dah topupkan i..hahha banyak kut u topup.tape t i bg ye.ehhh u u btw tdkn adek u text i hahahha.mintak no adek i lg haha.giler advance budak-budak sekolah rendah zaman sekarang kn.heee terasa aku nie macam dah jauh ketinggalan hee.

PPOOTTSSLLLLUUFF

October 18, 2010

YANGKESEMBILANPULOH

ada kawan sayang tu tak semestinya cinta.tapi cinta tu sayang. betul ke???hahaha

PS:saja letak entry pendek malas nak tulis panjang-panjang pulok hahhahaa

ILY DEMI LOVATO HAHA BILA MAU KETEMUIN??hahaha

October 17, 2010

ILYSOMUCHEMAK

MUM ANAKDA STARTED TO MISS U MOM.abg yg had done a lot of bad thing to u EMAK.abg yg just wanna seek an apologise to u IBU.abg yg dont know how to say "MUMMY maafkan abg yg erk??abg yg cant said that word.MAMA eventhough u was far far away from me.eventhough UMMI at perak and i was at negeri sembilan but then "abg yang punya sayang" to u EMAK cant be compared with anybody.coz u the one who carry me 9 month with ur love.u are the one  who has thought me the first word of my life which is "EMAK EMAK" u the one who has encouraged me to walk.u the one who prepares the meal for me.U the one who has colour my day.bring my soorrow far away from my life.u the one who give me my first love.u the one who smiling when i was mad at u.u are the one MUM.u are the one MAK u are the one IBU u are the one UMMI u are the one MUMMY  u are the one MAMA.ily ily ily theres nothing can compared ur love to me and my loves to u



                                                         i was the one who sit next to my mum.last pic before i went to
                                                                              matric.having a simple dinner at the 
                                                         limau  nipis.and i do miss the time having a dinner with u mum.
                                                         



ps:when u read this entry please text ur mum or called ur mum immediately.or if ur mum was with u right now please go and hug her and tell her ily mum because she has done a lot too much to be stated here.and to those readers who their mum has gone away from ur life lets recite alfatihah to them.and to EMAK"abg yg nak mintak maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki" eventhough u did not read my blog but u know what ur sons actually feel right now.





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IACCEPTWHATHASWRITTENINMYLIFE

idk why the problem comes after one and another.im not questioning what has allah give to me.maybe allah want too see how far my faith actually.hrmmm thanks to all my friends..finally i know that u were like my family.the way all of u calm me down and try to cheer me up has make me feel so glad to have all of u as my friends.we're like family right??to ijat i hope u dont let the things that happen will disturb ur concentration in us okeh.just chill.let me use my money first and then make sure u ganti ukeh??

well actually my friends often said that i was a gurl lovers or in bahasanya "pencinta wanita" haha. credits to namira who had started to say me that in her blog i think??welll im not that kind of person or maybe i just ermmmm yeahhh i admit that i kind of person who easy to get fall in love with but when i started to love somebody i will love them with all of my heart.hahah.

woahhhh jiwang??practically not.but theoritically yeass.haha.am i had a gf??the answer is no.who want person like me??hahah said like there's no one want me.i "jual mahal"??no i think i already discount myself haha.so whoever want me.please do get ur  form at B.1.2.4. and please ask my asisstant there.haha.and fyi while i writing this entry my heart now terpikat to another gurl.hahah "bengong punya yus kaw dah buat aku cakap aku ske kat dia hahah".well like what my great great great granpa has told me (looks like i was live when they still alive) befriend with anybody,fall in love with anyone but make sure your true love just one sons.hahah until then see ya :)

ps:all of u next week my study week so i may be blogging when i got a time.but dont worry i still will updating my stuff here okey.so if u got time "datanglah melawat" haha.



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October 15, 2010

MESHEANDFANDFAMILYANDUAGAIN

oke last nite i just talk to her about my feelings towards her.and yeass i think she know already that i once love and like her.after i told her everything i feelll sooo calm and cool.haha maybe all the things that had stuck at my heart has been thrown out.and im not regret to do those thing.btw u already knows my blog.so if u freee please do come visit me ya.

btw i had one small problem.F act kind off weird these couple days.im not mean that she is weird but idk how to decribe what happen to her act.hrmm maybe i just not text to her or she want to forget the feelings kut??and yeass i am agreed on what u write on ur blog.i know how u feel.its hard to forget the person we like right??its takes time to forget me.same like what i trying to do now.i try to forgot the feeling towards her.her here not F oke.its maybe take time but i am hepi as long as she hepi.sorry F coz i used ur words heee.see im not forgetting u F.haha.

i am not sure what does my practicum mates says that i has a lot of  "peminat" .act i dont want all this things.well u know i do appreciate a friends but a fans??i thinks its kind off things that will make me headache.idk what the others thinks but for me its better to has a friends more than a fan.well lately ni my practicum mates always 'sampaikan salam dari somebody yang i tak kenal" but she gives a clue that gurl wearing purple colour dress during lecure yesterday.well i idk who she is??hrmmm just go with the flow la.heee.oke i thinks i had gone so far.hahha "dah lari format blog aku nie.makin byk post jiwang la plak rasanya haha"oke before i do muchhh crapping stuff better i get going first.oke until then see ya.

ps:u guys maybe dont understand this post because its mix up with F story and she's story but if u read carefully u will know it hee.okeh and for the the person who alwaiz "kirim salam"i just want to say "waalaikumussalam".heee and to u F i dont mind talking to u through blog.heee IMY MUM IMY DAD IMY ALONG IMY KAK NYAH IMY ADEK IMY SCHOOL FRIENDS IMY PELANGI CAMPUR SATU IMY JUNIOR SEKOLAH IMY KAWAN SEKOLAH LAEN imy F imy E IMY ALLL THE PERSONS WHO KNOWS ME HEE



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October 13, 2010

SHE'SGONEAWAYFROMMYLIFE

idk how to start the word.but then i feel like somebody has pull my heart awayyyyy.idk why i feel like that.maybe coz u has gone away from me.yeas i know that u with somebody right now.and i am nobody compared to him.and i know he much more handsome comparing to me.hrmmmm

i know that this few weeks was the tough week for me.with us pre us and all that things.but i still thinks about u.im soooo sory coz i running away and  not say goodbye to u.that the things that i regret now.i cant i cant.i cant let u go.eventhough u were not mine but then i feel like im yours.

i am very sure that u wont know this blog.thats why i likee to write here that imy and ily.

ps:not all the things will be a happy ending story right so face it.thanks to roomate farah dearest friends who keep on support me eventhough u guys sumtinmes annoying me haha.thanks coz help me to forget her eventhough its just for a while.and U good luck at the placed ya.if u got time text me.

October 12, 2010

BYEBYEENUNJUHARI

i gonna miss u A LOTTTTTT ENUN JUHARI.
thks coz being a good friend of mines.eventhough we're not that close but then i feel very hepi to know u.like what i said before i like u since the first time we met.hahhha like like at the first gituh.hahha btw maybe the chances to meet u like dh tada dah kut??or chances to have u as my STEADY was gone already coz u was with somebody rite now.but then i feel hepi to know u dear.and now i in prosees to delete away my feelings towards u.heee sorry coz i speechless before hahah idk why i was like that at the cafe just now.haha whatevr it is u still one of my friends hahah until the see ya





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ps:act i like u so much.then i want u to become mine i started to like u.hahha.but then i know i cant

October 9, 2010

MYCOMINGBABY

kna sabar lg 5 bulan kut??then i can own u baby hahha wait for me ye.x pun someone please help me bank in kan some more 1000 for my dslr hahaha


September 13, 2010

SALAMHARIRAYA

SELAMAT
HARI
RAYA
MAAF
ZAHIR
BATIN
MINTAK
DIAMMPUNKAN

WAHAI
BLOGGER
BLOGGER

SEKALIAN
DIATAS
SEGALA
ENTRY
YANG
TIDAK
DISENANGI
OLEH
PIHAK
KALIAN
SEKIAN
DARI
HATI
YANG
TULUS
IKHLAS

HAMMADDALI

August 13, 2010

CERETANGAMBARLAMA

pari-pari yang terbang takkan sama dengan kita di masa lampau.
yang dahagakan kasih sayang sang kedua ibu bapanya
saat ku ketemukan gambar lama ini
tergamam seketika.
tersenyum sendiri
gambar anak kecil
yang kini sudah besar
dahulu badannya kecil
kini sudah besar
tapi cita cita dan angannya juga sama.
tetap besar seperti dulu.
doakan dia berjaya ya.
ini coretan gambar lama.
yang buat aku ingat asal usulku.
akar darahku.siapa aku.
disini bermulanya aku.




hanya beberapa keping coretan hidup dikala kecil yang teramat indah untuk di ungkap diluah dimamah kerana ianya kekal menjadi mimpi indah di malam hari menjadi anganangan disiang hari menjadi cita-cita di masa kini.
walau apapun terjadi aku tetap HAMMAD DALI.kanak-kanak yang dahulu kecil kini menjadi manusia matang.MATANG??matang ke??hahah



ps:saja nak berpuitis sebab tgk asyik tengok wawa post ayat puitis dekat fb je.hahaha.cuti dua minngu assignment banyak.bila nak siap?duk online je.haishhh.tapi tape sempat siap.haha see yaa

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August 12, 2010

SELAMATBERPUASAKAWANKAWAN

salam ramadhan almubarak untuk teman2.jangan dok nak ponteng puasa la ye.hahah.semoga ramadhan ini membawa sinar kepada sahabat-sahabat ye.ahaha xtahu nak cakapa apa.setelah sekian lama di kmns akhirnya dapat gak eman cuti balik kg.hahah rindu pada emak dan teman-teman.haha balik je dh dekat 6 jam.tak tahu la cemana nak balik kmns nanti.bapa jam plak la masa yang dia ambil.heshhh.papapun just enjoying my cuti dengan assigntment yang menimbun.hahahha

hahha ni gambar budak nerd.Hee

July 13, 2010

astorythatneverbetoldinthecalss

Tolong sebarkan perkara ini (Sejarah Penjajahan Tanah Melayu) kepada kawan kawan kita supaya kita semua dapat kesedaran di sebalik sejarah yang sengaja tak didedah disebabkan agenda tertentu.. Semoga dari pendedahan ini kita mengambil iktibar betapa Ketuanan Melayu disanggah selama ini…..
1508: Alfonso de Albuqarque menyampaikan hasratnya kepada Raja Portugis untuk meluaskan pegaruhnya ke Asia Tenggara ( Melaka pusat perdagangan Asia Tenggara ketika itu ) dan juga laluan penting perdagangan Timur Barat. Raja Portugis bersetuju untuk menyediakan kemudahan bala tentera 158 buah kapal, 15300 ( anggaran ) bagi bala tentera & 300 buah meriam ( artileri )
1509: Portugis menghantar perisik ke Melaka untuk mengetahui keadaan kekuatan pertahanan disana
Oct 1511: Alfonso berjaya menawan Melaka setelah berhempas pulas melawan 5 pahlawan melayu terhandal (Hang Tuah, Hang Lekir, Hang Lekiu,Hang Jebat dan Hang Kasturi) ini adalah mimpi ngeri bagi pihak Alfonso, untuk menawan Melaka serta berlawan dengan 5 Hang bersaudara, mereka perlu mendapat askar tambahan setelah 15k askarnya terkorban dalam pertempuran selama 6 hari itu dengan 5 Hang bersaudara.. akhirnya dapat juga menawan Melaka setelah hampir kecewa dan putus asa…
1512: Setahun 12 bulan kemudian Alfonso ingin meluaskan kekuasaannya ke Perlis, Kedah dan P.Pinang, yang ketika itu adalah pusat pengeluaran tebu untuk gula rantau ini,…
Feb 1512: Alfonso menghantar perisik ke Perlis, Kedah dan Pulau Pinang untuk mengetahui kekuatan bala tentera di sana mengikut sejarah, perisiknya telah ke kedai kopi sekitar untuk mendapat segala maklumat yang diperlukan.. .
Seminggu selepas itu……..
FEB 1512: Perisik balik ke Melaka untuk memberitakan hasil risikan kepada Alfonso. Di bawah adalah perbualan percakapan antara perisik dengan Alfonso yang selama ini cuba disembunyikan dalam buku sejarah
Perisik 1.2.3: Selamat pagi tuan! ( sambil bertabik )
Alfonso :
Selamat pagi!
Perisik 1 :
Begini lah tuan, lupakan saja niat tuan untuk menawan Perlis, Kedah & P.Pinang
Alfonso :
Huh! Kenapa kuat sangatkah mereka itu……? ( dengan nada marah dan bongkak )
Perisik 2 :
Untuk menawan Melaka yang mempunyai 5 pahlawan terhandal Hang Tuah, Hang Jebat, Hang Kasturi, Hang Lekir dan Hang Lekiu pun kita kehilangan hampir 15k bala tentera, inikan pula kita nak menawan Perlis, Kedah dan P.Pinang yang mempunyai beribu ribu hang..
Perisik 3 : Betoi tu tuan…antaranya. …..
hang sihat, hang buat apa, hang apa khabar, hang lagu mana, hang pi mana, hang nak pi mana, hang kat mana, hang singgah dulu, bapak hang, mak hang, adik hang, tok hang, kepala hotak hang, hang kecoh la, hang pi mampuih dan macam macam lagi hang ada kat sana…..
Mendengar hasil risikan itu Alfonso pun tak jadi nak pi serang disebabkan pengalamannya sebelum ini bersama 5 pahlawan melayu Melaka amat ngeri……. ini kan pula nak berhadapan beribu ribu hang kat situ.
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Hang dok buat apa lagi???….. hang dok mengulat ka???……. hang pi buat kerja nu!!!


ps:this entry i copy bulat2 from one of my favourite websites.hahha i cant stand reading those stuff hahah.its so funny dude.hahahha.a lot of credit to the owner of this entry and to the owner of my fav websites coz give me such a funny jokes,hahha

so long 
full stop

July 11, 2010

merewang2

finally after a month i was at the matriks now i will back to my ermm not my house but then boboy's haouse.haha.actually i didnt think that i will stay up at his house.but then went wawa said that she will back to wangsa maju i started to thinking that maybe i should follow her.then i straight away called boboy.haha.so on the day that i was waiting for all of us went back.at fist wawa said that she wanted went back by bus.but i quite not like with the idea.hahah actually i wanted to try went back by train.so after the bio test i straight away went to pilah.


unfortunately,there's alot of student want to went back also.the bus was so crowded untilme and wawa decided to take a next bus.but we were not so lucky also the bus also fully packed with student that idk from where they came because i didnt see them waiting for the bus.after like half hour we waited the bus then the bus was coming.the things in the bus make me feel like a sardin.can u imagine the almost full busses try to pick up some more passenger during the journey.

then at the ktm every was just fine.besides i do talk a lot of things with wawa and we were planned to went out with her.hahhaha/oke feels sleepy gtg dadad

snmk

kita menjana nilai dan skor.well if u guys from this matriks u guys must know which matriks was it?haha after a month i was there,i already came up with the summary of y life there.hahaha so here we go.


  • 1st week was the orientation week.the week that everybody wasnt like at all.need to get up very2 early in the morning.listening to the ceramah and taklimat which is totally boring.but when it was evening everything seem to change.all of us will beriadah and we were ejoying that moment eventhough i was the only one enjoy it so much.haha.then i had my own praktikum group.where at the beginning there is just two boys.then after 2 weeks all of us got a new boys meber.haha
  • 2nd week.1st tie attend the kuliah.i was so excited.got time seeing girls from others praktikum hahaha.just seeing not flirting ok??hahha then ends of the 2nd weeks of this month.but owhhh yaaa my friends ask me to go out with him.so all of us which is six person of us went to seremban.haha my 1st time went there with friends.hhaha so after 4 hours there we went back.
  • 3rd week woow all of us now need to do alot2 of work.jotter tutor ake our life as busy as the prime minister.haha.on the saturday was held larian kakom.but it was not larian its just walking i think??hahah.then after that i went to bahau.hhahanalot to say  about there but i dont want to say it here.hahaha.
  • 4th weeks of this month.got photo sessions.so everybody kind off excited with this thing.haha me too its been a while i didnt posing in front of camera.hahaha.nothng much happen on this weeks.hahaha
  • 5 th week at the matriks.and at the end of this month i will went back to boboy house hahahah.

so it was everything,maybe its more i think haha.but i feel very hapy that i still got a chance to further my study after what i've been through last year huhuh.hahah feels so tired.
gtg

dada guys

fullstopp

p/s:act want to add some picture but then later lah.haha

June 18, 2010

newthing

i learn to adapt the new thing of mylife.hope i can make it through,i need a lot of help from u guys.pleaseee

June 16, 2010

feverfootballfever

warghhhhh i gonna miss the world cup coz im going to the matriks negeri sembilan.whatever it is my ambition and dream must come first.the world cup fever will follow afterwards.haha.and i really hope that england will win the world cup for the 2nd time after the 1966 worldcup.why i choose england??maybe i just too obses with england thing or maybe my mind set still been colonised by brtain eventhough my country already "merdeka".hahah.i doo really hope malaysia will qualified to the world cup but then when will it happen??haha











i wish that i could put more picture.but then it will be to crowded.hahah.

so wish me  luck at the matriks ya

so long
fulllstoppp

June 15, 2010

timetorelax

time were not waiting for us.today we were met.but tomorrow??no one knew it?hrmm its happen to my long-long relative.my mum just met her but then 2 weeks later all of us get shocked by news that said she had die due to idk?my mum was so shocked until its make her thinks about it again and again.she thinks that "maut" will come anytime.ya she's right again.

bcoz my ustazah had said that ur life were like the coconut fruit.u dnt know when it will fall and which cocunut head will fall??does the new one or the older one??what u need to do is just prepared urself with the next world.hrmm what ever happen we the one who still lives need to continue our life and appreaciate every single breath that we were take.

trying to do our best to achieve our goals in life.heee.

so nothing to said anymore.adiosssa

June 14, 2010

hopetoothers??

last week i got a chance to talk to mum about gurls,she said that i had go out with too many gurls which means it wasn't good for me because she said that i might give hope to the gurls.actually i never thought about this before because i treat all the gurls that has go out with me equally and i think were just the same.not more not less.but my mum still think that i was not so good to be like that?well for me i seriusly had no feeling to the gurls.but the gurls idk.

maybe the IDK things has make mum thinks that i shouldnt go out with them too often.ya maybe they has a feelings towards me.but i just not care about it and i might break her heart.mum said that gurls heart were so soft.is that true??haha.ya maybe true coz it were come out from my mum mouth.

so to make sure that i didnt give any hope to them i straight away text to them and asked them wether i did give a hope to them.and the asnwer is majority dont know whether i do give gope to them or not?they said thisthing were too compli cated to be said or think about?idk what does its means but i had come with a conclusion that i should not giving a hope to any gurls that i dont have interest and feeling.hee :p
so long
fullstopp.



June 9, 2010

copycat??cool??


i trying to become spiderman.but there is no spider that has been mutated.i trying to become superman.but i am not an alien from planet kriptonie(am i spell it correct?).i trying to be batman.but i dint have any gadjets likes him.then i feel like want to become iron man.but im not the bilionaire like tony stark.im trying to become captain america.but im not an american.
then i start to  think.why i want to be someone else when there is someone that want to become me?haha dont laugh.seriusly,did u all realise that somebody trying to copycat u??they do whatever u do.in fact people will said that u and him like a brother.eventhough u and that person not even try to talk.haha
well its much better see people follow us then we follow the people.because become the 1st will make the people remember us all the time.but then its will be an excuses when u takes somebody as ur icon or role models.but.u dont be like him.just take him as ur example or inspiration so that u will become better and better in the future.
so long
fullstop

p:s to all of my friend,wishme luck in my matriks yaa.hee

June 3, 2010

alottosay


one more day.then gudbye school.btw all my friends who stay at the school all the best u guys.tp skrg baru aku perasan aku tadak kawan dah kat sekolah tu.eh bukan tadak kawan tapi kwn-kwn aku dah kurang.kalo ada pun kelas lain-lain jumpa pun kadang-kadang aja.kalau diorang tak datang.rehat aku sorang-sorang.hahha [adan muka aku hahah.sekarang baru aku perasan yang kawan-kawan aku lah yang terbaik.haha.tape tape,aku kena berdikari dari sekarang haha.

btw aku skang ske follow seorang awek ni punya blog haha.gambr-gambar dia lawa.haha.aku pun teringin gak nak amek gambar-gambar yang lawa macam dia tu.heee.
ahh to my girlfriend not the special one.i really apreaciate on what u did last nite.i act tanak pun menda tuh.sebab i tanak jadi macam dia. uke?

uke no more to say dada.

fullstop.

to this pic owner,sorry i used ur pic hee.i really admire ur work act.;p

haiiyooo

all this time we were not  realise all the thing we had was a good enough already for us.but we still wants more.never bersyukur what we had.then when all the thing that we had were gone slowly and slowly one by one,by that time we we realise.but then we were late.we cant turn back the time.we cant.

May 19, 2010

me and you

2 minggu dah berlalu.tingkatan enam??hahah banyak yang nak dicakapkan.ya mula mula memang boring.hahah.kena bangun awal kena pergi sekolah.haha.tapi tape.ianya untuk sementara sahaja kerna lepas ini.aku akan terbang ke suatu tempat yang baru.yeaayy.


hahaha tapi aku tataw apa yang tempat baru tu janjikan.tapi apa apapun yang mendatang aku akan tetap hadapinya dengan tenang.kerana sudah tiada jalan berpatah kebelakang.haha kepada kawan-kawan yang masuk ipta  aku ucapkan semoga berjaya.yang masuk tingkatan enam dan poli selamat maju jaya.
walau mana kita berada kita tetap lagi macam dulu ya.janganlah melupakan semua kenangan indah disekolah hanya kerana alam kolej yang mencabar. heee :D





so long and bye

April 8, 2010

lagulakipunyacita

seminggu.banyak benda berubah dalam seminggu.rambut aku yang macam huduh rituh pun dah oke dah sekarang.mau citer pasai apae yer??huh pasal blogger yang nama seniman jalanan ni.dia besh aku follow dia since last year.haha.then tetiba aku pun terjumpa link dia dalam bulan lepas kut tak pasti post pasal lagu untuk lelaki.


korang penah terpikir tak banyak lagu yang komposer-komposer cipta untuk perempuan.si seniman jalanan ni telah membangkitkan isu ini.dan aku macam best plak bace dia punya post tu.haha.tulakan.kenapa tak ada komposer yang buat lagu untuk laki.setelah aku pikir dalam lebih kurang 5 minit ini yang aku temui




  1. banyak komposer malaysia ni laki.so kalo diorang buat lagu pasal laki tak ke nampak gay?
  2. tak ada komposer yang berani bikin lagu pasal laki takut di cop gay.
  3. tak ada nama laki yang sesedap kamelia,juwita,halimah,jesnita,julia.takkan nak letak aron aziz kut?tak masuk kan??haha
  4. nama perempuan lebih senang nak jual dari nama lelaki.
  5. perempuan takut nak nyanyi lagu ni nanti sebab takut balak ke suami diorang marah atau merajuk
  6. nampak pelik kalo lelaki yang nyanyi
itu jela kut.tak tau ape lagi.apepun lagu tu judul laki ke perempuan ke sama je janji best.kalo keluar lagu judul laki jangan la korang kata gay plak.cuba terima dulu.korang kena biasa kan menerima perubahan yang baik.tak salah kan berubah untuk kebaikan.aku rasa aku dah cakap banyak kali pasal ini kan.kita tak patut tolak perubahan yang membawa kebaikan kerana ianya membawa kita lebih jauh ke hadapan.

fullstop.

ps:link ni ada lagu seniman jalanan tajuk dia zainal.hahaha best.walaupun bunyinya macam gay.haha ZAINAL

March 19, 2010

lamax update.nanti tambah la ye.bulan ni teramat lah busy.sorihaha

March 3, 2010

bru taw.heee

finally rahsia sudah terbongkar.aku tahu sapa kaw dah.hahha.sebulan kut aku dok pikir nama kaw.bru rinih aku taw haha.tak sangka betul la.kau ke makhluk uhh.hahha.apasal aku tak perasan kau sebelum ni huh??hahha.kaw dekat je kat sinih.haha.tak pelah.bak kata dia.dia nak kau hepi.kau hepi lah dengan dia.dia pun kawan aku jugak.hahaha.
td aku tgk satu vids ni.actually am post kat ms dia.mmg inspired aku gila gila weh..wargghhhh.kalo dia lei buat takkan aku tak  lei kan??pape pn aku salute mereka.tak semestinya kekurangan kita menjadi batu penghalangkan kan??cuma kena lg semngat dan cekal je kan heee






ps:just do what u think was rite

March 1, 2010

TAK PATUT TAK PATUT

Ada masalah.tolong2.petang tadi aku nampak budak ni dengan budak ni keluar.tak tau la budak ni dengan budak ni pergi mana?naek motor berdua plak tuh?patut ke aku bagi tahu dekat budak ni?karang kalo cakap kang budak ni sedih plak kang?dah la budak ni cinta budak ni sampai mampus?heishh.aku xtaw la betul ke budak ni ada pape ngan budak ni sbb aku dgr budak ni suke budak ni?entah la.x taw la teman.entah la macam komplikated je menda nie kan.budak ni suke budak ni,budak ni suke budak ni,tapi aku nampak budak ni denagn budak ni?
hahah lantak lah bukan masalah nak pikir.diam jela.gitaw jela.diam jela.gitaw jela?haishhh huh baik diam je.lagi baik kalo aku diam aje.tapi aku patut cakap?tapi memang patut diam?hrmmm
minggu ada sukan dekat sekolah.boleh la datang jual muka macam rituh.hahha.xpe muka aku mahal.sebab tuh takda awek sampai sekarang hahah.yeayy love being like this.
semalam tengok ada perempuan main-main dengan anak dia.tetiba plak rasa suke tengok perempuan macam tuh.wahhh mereka matang.saya nak orang yang matang.takda la pemikiran mereka ni liberal sangat.takdala rasa terkongkong.hahaha.



 
ps:love sometimes just can't make any sense

February 28, 2010

HAMMADDAMMAHHAMMADDAMMAH

kenapa saya HAMMAD.kenapa saya bukan joyah?mamat?halim?milah? dan sebagai denganya?bagus sangat ke HAMMAD ni?kacak sangat ke?pandai ke?bijak ke?baik ke?hot ke?semua tu memang la takdak seratus peratus kat manusia yang bernama HAMMAD ni tapi dia rasa dia oke la.
tapi dia hanya la perasan.HAMMAD ni cumalah seorang manusia remaja yang menginjak dewasa.gedik siket,suke peluk mak dia,puntal puntal rambut mak dia,suke layan movie,kalau awek ajak laju je dia g.tapi kalau kawan dia ajak kuar mesti lembab.dah la tuh kadang-kadangkan HAMMAD ni kan suke lepak dgn budak-budak dan main permainan budak-budak.
mana ada manusia sempurna.semua orang berlumba-lumba menuju kesempurnaan tapi yang mereka temui cumalah tititk kosong dalam kehidupan mereka.yeasss mmg kita tak sempurna tapi salah nak menjadi sempurna.kerana kesempurnaan adalah milik semua.HAHAHAMMAD
ps:jangan takut mengejar mimpi kerna dari mimpi menjadi realiti.

February 20, 2010

BEZA SANGAT KE KITA NI??

Sama-samalah kita renung sejenak dan berfikir

Wanita menarik nafas lebih kerap daripada lelaki,
manakala lelaki menarik nafas lebih dalam daripada wanita.

Sistem badan lelaki dan wanita pun tidak sama.
Lelaki lebih banyak memerlukan oksigen berbanding wanita supaya mereka dapat menukarnya menjadi tenaga.
Kulit lelaki lebih kasar,kulit perempuan lebih halus.
Perempuan lebih halus suara berbanding lelaki yang kasar dan besar suaranya.
Lelaki memiliki tulang anggota yang lebih panjang berbanding wanita.
Tulang wanita bukan sekadar lebih kecil malah susunannya berbeza disebabkan wanita diciptakan Tuhan dengan struktur tubuh bagi melahirkan anak.

Demikian juga pada segi psikologi,wanita secara umum lebih bersikap mudah mengikut kata hati, lebih berminat kepada cinta dan kasih sayang dan hubungan perasan.
Apabila mengamati benda, kedua-duanya juga berbeza.
Lelaki lebih menggunakan pengamatan tumpuan.
Manakala wanita menggunakan lebih pengamatan luas dan membesar.
Pengamatan lelaki ibarat cahaya laser yang menumpu kepada sesuatu objek.
Manakala, pengamatan wanita ibarat lampu suluh, yang membuka, menampakkan banyak benda.
Wanita mahu mengambil tahu semua perkara. Daripada perkara kecil sehingga perkara besar.
Sementara lelaki hanya menumpukan kepada matlamat utama.

Cuba perhatikan kepada wanita, apa yang mereka bawa apabila berjalan keluar rumah?
Tengok sahaja pada beg tangan mereka lebih besar daripada lelaki.
Lelaki membawa beg kecil sahaja
. Di dalamnya hanya ada lesen kenderaan, duit, surat-surat penting dan kad kredit bank.
Dalam beg tangan wanita semuanya ada dompet duit, kad kredit, buku bank, buku cek, ada alatan make-up, cermin, sikat rambut, tisu muka, pengetip kuku, kunci pen, pensel, ubat sakit kepala, gambar suami, gambar anak, cermin mata hitam, buku telefon, tuala ??? dan macam-macam lagi.

Kenapa sedemikian dilakukan oleh wanita?
Jawabnya kerana wanita memikirkan pelbagai kemungkinan perkara yang boleh berlaku.
Mereka lebih peka, apabila sesuatu terjadi, persediaan sudah pun dilakukan.
Ini bermakna pemikiran dan penumpuan wanita lebih lebar.
Pada lelaki,cukup dengan lesen memandu dan duit.
Sebab mereka mahu sampai ke matlamat.
Duit untuk membeli.Lesen memandu supaya selamat daripada disoal polis.

Demikianlah perbezaan yang wujud antara lelaki dan wanita. Kerana itu, tidak hairan apabila suami isteri ini melihat banyak perkara secara berbeza. Urusan-urusan rumah tangga kadang-kadang ditangani secara berbeza. Contohnya, suami isteri yang kedua-duanya bekerja,mereka terpaksa keluar dari rumah awal pagi. Dalam banyak hal, wanita bekerja yang paling kerap bersungut. Suaminya, apabila keluar sahaja dari rumah, yang dibawa hanya kunci kereta, masuk dalam kereta dan hidupkan enjin, kemudian tunggu isteri. Matlamat mereka ke pejabat. Manakala si isteri, memikirkan apa yang anak bawa ke sekolah, baju di ampaian siapa hendak ambil, anak belum pakai baju lagi, anak belum makan lagi . Kalau bolehnya, dia mahu memikirkan semua benda, kerana padanya, pabila sesuatu terjadi, bagaimana kesudahannya? Biar lewat ke tempat kerja, asalkan semuanya beres.

Apabila si suami dan si isteri ke kompleks membeli belah. Si isteri, apabila masuk sahaja ke pusat membeli belah dia melihat banyak benda dahulu, satu persatu, perlahan-lahan, dari atas ke bawah, kain ini dipegang, diperhatikan dieselkan. Kemudian pegang pula kain lain, selepas berjam-jam barulah dibuat pilihan membeli. Pendek kata, si suami yang menjadi pengikut setia mudah bosan. Bagi lelaki apabila hendak membeli sesuatu, terus dituju ke tempat yang ingin dibeli dan membeli. Membeli belah pada lelaki tidak mengambil masa yang lama seperti perempuan.

Contoh-contoh tersebut menunjukkan wanita mengamati sesuatu berbeza daripada lelaki. Sebab itu, jangan bergaduh selepas membeli belah, jangan bergaduh ketika mahu ke tempat kerja. Si isteri jangan putus asa melihat si suami, apabila keluar sahaja dari rumah terus masuk kereta. Tanpa mengangkat botol susu anak, kain lampin anak, dan berbagai lagi untuk dibawa ke rumah pengasuh.

Akuilah kita berbeza. Perbezaan bukan untuk bermusuh, sebaliknya bagi saling membantu dan berkasih sayang. Kerana kita berbeza, kita lebih berkasih sayang. Jangan disebabkan perbezaan pada cara berkasih sayang antara lelaki dengan seorang wanita, maka timbul krisis rumah tangga berpuluh tahun. Tentulah kerana perbezaan yang ada antara kita itu, maka kita lebih berkasih sayang. Kerana itu, kita berbeza supaya saling sayang-menyayangi.


ps:Don’t wait. Life’s too short to play games. If you love somebody and you wanna be with them, then go get them. Deal with the mess later. You don’t know what tomorrow will bring.

IMPIAN.MIMPI.KOSONG?

semua orang punya mimpi dan impian.tapi cuma bagaimana kita merealisasikan impian dan mimpi kita itu yang membezakannya dari seseorang dan orang yang lain.lain orang lain perspektif hidup mereka.ada yang berpuas hati dengan hidup yang sederhana ada yang macam TAMAK.

impian manusia manusia ini pula.ada yang ingin membawa hidup ke taraf yang lebih tinggi ada yang mahu melepaskan diri dari kepompong atau kelompok yang lama.selalunya mereka punya motivasi diri yang tinggi.tak takut jatuh.bagi mereka kalau jatuh boleh bangun balik.tak ramai yang ada motivasi macam ni.aku memang salute golongan macam ni.

tapi adakah impian yang kita impikan itu jadi kenyataan?berbalik kepada individu itu sendiri.dia kenalah tetapkan matlamat hidup dia itu satu yang realistik.yela takkan la kau laki kau tetapkan matlamat kau nak mengandung.memang tak boleh kan.itu melawan hukum namanya.haha tetapkan tempoh masa dan cuba realitikan impian itu.jika kita bersungguh kita akan berjaya.

ps:salute kat orang yang dah banyak menyumbang kepada kemajuan dunia.adakah nama aku akan tersenarai??haha

February 19, 2010

THIS JUST AN ORDINARY POSTING

oke dari semalam aku tak tiidur.tak boleh tidur.imsomnia agaknya?tapi tak kut?entahlah.tak tidur semalaman membuat aku terpikir banyak benda.manusia kehidupan bumi segala benda bergerak didunia ini secara langsung ataupun tidak.semuanya menyumbang kepada keperkembangan tamadun dunia ini.

Dunia dah bertambah maju.zaman sudah bergerak pantas.siapa lambat sayonaralah.Dunia siber sudah jadi satu keutamaan.Maklumat di hujung jari.nak cari kenalan dari seberang laut pun senang.cuba anda google nama anda.tgk berapa banyak list yang keluar??hahah memang banyak.sampaikan yang mengarut pun ada.itu teknologi punya penangan.

Walaupun teknologi makin berkembang,tapi tahap pemikiran masih lagi di takuk lama.ada yang ingin berubah tapi tak punya semangat.ada yang mahu berubah tapi tak tahan dek kataan kawan.kalau nak ikutkan kata orang sampai bila-bila pun kita mundur.

oke cukup cukup la nak serius pagi pagi ni.semalam aku tengok cerita dan in real life.cerita yang memang best.lawak dan penuh pengajaran.Mungkin apa yang dalam cerita itu tak menggambarkan hidup aku sekarang?tapi siapa tahu mungkin masa depan akan berlaku.Hidup nie tak macam yang kita rancang.mungkin akan berubah.itulah hidup namanya.hee

semalam sembang dgn Pkck pasal bussines.hahah.tula ingakan nak menceburi bidang itu?tapi entah lah.terlalu awl untuk aku pikir pasal benda nie kut?tunggu abbis blajar baru la nak pikir psal ni.hahaha



ps:somethings are just better left unsaid

SUPERSTAR COMEL.HAHAHAH



comel gila budak@orang keerdil nie.hahahaha

CHILL KAWAN

Smlm jalan-jalan usha blog orang tu orang ini.then terjumpa satu blog ni.awek nie syg sangat kat mamat sorang ni.aku  pun tak paham kenapa.mamat tu dah ada awek baru.tp awek ni tetap jugak setia untuk mamat tuh.yang mamat tu plak aku tgk kalo hepi lupa minah tu.bila dia dah tension stress baru la terhegeh-hegeh nak cari awek tuh.
bukannya aku nak masuk campur hal diorang,tapi kesian la tengok si awek asyik banyak berkorban.kesian aku tengok.dah la tu.awek tu banyak dah banyak berhabis air mata untuk si mamat ni.aishh.nanti lama-lama kering plak air mata awek ni.tak lawa dah awek ni jadi.haishh
aku nak cakap lebih tak boleh la.sebab tak kena batang hidung sendiri.t dah kne brula kau taw kan?tapi tula adat bercinta,ada jadi ada tak jadi.tapi tak apelah.asalkan korang bahagia yer?


ps:jangan nangis-nangis lagi taw kawan blogger aku